Dear Tumblr Fllowers, 

My name is Bailey and I have a blog (this-is-a-p0rn-blog). I have seventy two followers and though to some that may seem like a small amount, to me, it’s seventy two people in the world who like what I have to say, and that’s more than enough for me. Because I love each and every one of you I am going to take the time to be very candid with you and tell you a story that really spans over a two year time period, it may be long, it may be short, but I need to write this all down. Who knows, it could get zero notes (likely) or it could go viral (ideal) but know that it probably will get back to the people involved in it, so I’m sort of putting myself out on a limb here. Anyway I ask that you read this with an open mind and a loving heart:)

Starting my freshman year, I was innocent and basically friendless. I took well to a boy named Taylor, who is currently like a brother to me, and we do a lot together. Once at lunch he introduced me to Aj. Aj and I started off as simple friends with superficial conversations (mind you, a t this time he wore all black converse, baggy jeans, small plugs and had long black hair swooped over the side of his face). As the semesters changed, and Taylor no longer had lunch with me, I clung to Aj, I adored everything about him, and over about the course of a week developed strong feelings for him. I did what any girl would do, and talked to him as often as I could, making sure to be flirtatious and enjoyable. But he was more than a crush to me, he was my best friend. Always bringing me to laughter with his sick jokes and false ideals, he knew how to make me smile like no one else, and god I wanted to call him mine.

As the school year began to end, he called me one day and said, “I met a girl a few days ago, and I think I might be in love with her, her name is Cassie and I want you to meet her.” My heart sank. He met a girl, and in a few days, she had done what I hadn’t been able to do in six months. But I met her, and I loved her, whether I wanted to admit it or not, they were absolutely perfect together. As much as I could pretend to hate her, I truly didn’t. So that was that, he was happy, I was sad, and the summer came.

We barely talked for three moths. During this time period, I began speaking more frequently with his best friend Andrew, who if you’re unaware, is currently my boyfriend (we are seeing TWY today!:))

When the school year started back up again, I met with Aj and Andrew on the first day. The only two people I wanted to see, I was so excited, and after a summer spent getting over Aj, I was ready to be friends again. When we started talking, he informed me he was newly single (after having dated another girl named Erika). Of course, as much as I thought I was over him, knowing he was available still made my heart skip a beat (that sounds dumb). To make a long story short, we ended up dating (sep. 27, 2011)

So we dated until November 1st, which was a very strange day for me. Aj skipped school that day and didn’t talk to me all day, which was not too typical of him. I tried texting and calling (this was clingy and uncalled for on my part) but I kept getting no answer. Finally at around 8pm he texted me saying he was at a Four Year Strong show with Marshall (who gives us rides everywhere, he’s a sweetheart) and we, “needed to talk”. Again to make a long story short, he broke up with me. We tried to get back together but it didn’t work. 

So on November 7th, 2011 we officially broke up. I found out he had cheated on me (mind you this was after he told me he loved me) with a girl whose name was also Bailey. They made out at Andrew’s house. He started dating her four days later. Cool right? 

I started talking to Andrew more, and now we are dating (feb. 14, 2012).

This was all just back story.

Now he and his girlfriend are rude to me and constantly talk shit about me. Mo